The Intellectuals

I feel like M is making me insecure all the time. He said he doesn’t know what I am; that is not reassuring nor necessary. Does he know completely who/what he is?
I am sick of second-guessing for he judges me heavily for who I am; and we certainly should never marry or couple-up if he finds my world too complicated for himself. I guess it’s much easier for me to like his innocence. But what fascinates me is how did we get on so well at one stage?

The answer, I found out, was The debate of intellectual emotionality.

I am going back to Square One for that is what (if not all) we should talk about. Be friends on that emotionally intellectual level. He would notice it sooner or later. If he can’t be bothered with this whole relationship thing then I would drop it, too.

(Deep breath)

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